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needlebomb) wrote2021-01-24 05:34 pm
needlebomb) wrote2021-01-24 05:34 pm
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look, i don't want to give you the wrong impression. i like girls.
you're cool, and i'm glad we're friends, but i shouldn't have sent you that photo. you shouldn't have sent me that video
[ a pause. ]
ive got all this other shit on my mind
the eros contract, the things i have to do here to survive
i cant deal with you acting like this as well
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i sent u something by accident. you sent me back something not by accident
ur the one leading me on.
if u dont wanna deal with acknowledging that
fine. but don't pin this on me like it's my fault i'm offering u quota fodder
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u like girls
not like anything else is on the table
so yeah. of course that's all it is
u do what u gotta do to stay alive right
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i'm not going to fuck you just to make my quota.
sacrificing my identity and rewiring who i am for the sake of an oppressive system i don't believe in - that's not me.
[ it takes a few seconds for marcus to figure out how he wants to word what he wants to say - to figure out how to pad what he's fishing for in a sufficient lie or exaggeration, the spoonful of sugar he needs to make the medicine go down - but he gets there soon enough. ]
and i don't like casual sex
i get that this is easy for you after being here for so long
but i'm not like that yet
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good luck finding pussy around here u can marry beforehand
signed, an apparently broken down spirit
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[ exhausting. marcus was trying to bait tate into a different, certain response - and maybe it's appropriately them that he didn't get it. defensive and dismissive has been their shared brand for a while now. ]
i'm just saying
[ cynicism is easy, sincerity is hard. marcus struggles with being a little more honest here, and when he can't bring himself to do it, he pulls the plug. there's a lot of dot dot dots before marcus eventually stops trying. ]
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