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[needlebomb]

yeah.

[ dot dot dot. ]

i mean. no? nothing specific.
just knew this girl back home who always used to say new friends are just old friends who haven't disappointed you yet.
we're in this so deep that i keep thinking - what if i've already hurt you? what if you've already hurt me?
it seems naive to think my hands are clean. or that yours are.

[confiscated]

[...]

even if thats true
we talked about how we'd forgive each other for anything
you can be disappointed w someone and get over it
right?

[needlebomb]

yeah.

sorry for being depressing. just being anxious and cynical about all this.
i don't want to fuck up. or lie. or hurt you.
but i feel like that's all i know how to do.

[confiscated]

thats all i know too
which is why i think its important to remember who we are to each other
i dont want to be disappointing to u
ever

[needlebomb]

okay.

[ should he apologize again? he probably shouldn't - kind of fucked this up enough as is. he'll try to make it up to tate instead. ]

hey.
do you want to go on a date?
like - a real one. not just driving into nowhere, or sitting at home getting high or anything.
i'm talking about normal shit real couples do.
seeing a show and then watching the waves from the beach or whatever the fuck.

[confiscated]

yeah? i'd like that
we could eat somewhere.
watch the sun set, and then wait until it rises

[needlebomb]

little bit of drinking.
little bit of drug use.
not a lot.
probably.
we'll see.

[confiscated]

when do u wanna do it

[needlebomb]

leave that to me? i'll set it up.
surprise you.
be a good boyfriend.

[ uh, he's not sure if this is normal or extra or what - date shit is still incredibly new to him, but - ]

gotta dress fancy though
suits n shit

[confiscated]

suits?
same one as from the wedding?

[needlebomb]

sure i guess, if that's all we've got.
i mean.
idk, now i feel stupid.
we can forget the suits

[confiscated]

its kinda cute when ur asking for it tho

[needlebomb]

bitch, i'm trying to plan something special for you. us. whatever.
i'm not trying to be cute.
i'm trying to be romantic and shit. fuck. god damn.
nevermind, i'm calling it. date's cancelled.
i'll just suck your dick while you watch tv or something.

[confiscated]

dont be a pussy
date's still on
business casual.
nice but not too nice

[needlebomb]

fuck you, i said fancy.
suits.

[confiscated]

one condition
if im wearing a tie u better choke me with it

[needlebomb]

seems pretty aggressive when i'm trying to do something sweet and romantic instead of explicitly horny

[confiscated]

i dont make the rules
except for this, when i do.

im looking forward to this

[needlebomb]

okay, well, we'll see. i get to decide when and how hard i may or may not choke you.
if that kink is all about trust, then you need to trust me that i'll give you what you need.

[confiscated]

i trust u.

this is gonna be one of the best nights of my life

[needlebomb]

i hope so.

wait
let me impose another rule

[confiscated]

im listening

[needlebomb]

don't cum until the date
it's probably been a while since you've gone a few days without blowing a load
i wanna make you wait for it
anticipation feels like one of the few ways to make sex as special as i want it to be between us

[confiscated]

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